My Daughter...

Not sure what to write... my CHLOE just flew to Utah!!! I thought I was going to be alright... I thought I was going to relax and enjoy not having a baby around... BUT!!!... I miss her so much... AND SHE JUST LEFT LIKE 4 HOURS AGO!!! I have decided that kids are the best thing in the world ... BUT!... It's because they take the MOST WORK IN THE WORLD to be their parents... I know... I know...all you parents are like DUHHHHHHH!!! To all those "OLD PARENTS" I say W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R !!!! It's not that I HATE MY KIDS! (sheesh) I LOVE struggling with my kids... having to wake them up for school, even if I

feel like just sleeping till 11 and tell him that, "I never learn nothing in kindergarten, anyway!" or NOT  putting 2 diapers on my child so I no need wake up and check her diaper to see if it is soaked at like 2 in the morning... or ...I guess I could go on but then ya'll would think I was a bad parent for thinking about these things... BUT... be honest I know you parents think of the same things so I'm going to stop with the bad examples YOU ALREADY KNOW OF!!!  I know its the same old story for you "OLD PARENTS"...BUT IT'S STILL THE SAME OLD HEAD ACHE! but I guess thats why we love our children... well.... as if they were our children! Maybe thats why my parents don't give a rats about me... I was an EASY CHILD TO RAISE! ... any way... I know my wife gets stuck with the kids cause I go to work, or I'm working in the studio, or mixing with my friends or sleeping in the bed all day...... cause I worked a double..anyway... I know she reaches her limit with the kids EVERYDAY! Sometimes I reach my limit with her just HEARING about her day! But I know that she is rewarded with the bond that she creates with the kids. Sometimes her mom watches the kids while we go on a date night and without a doubt... we'll be in a movie or at a restaurant... not even an hour later... and she says she wants to pick the kids up because she misses them! NO B!@#$%^T!!! .... CRAZY HUH!?!? but I realize that its the things you love the most that give you the most headache, stress, and most of all...JOY!...... I know... I know... CHEESY!... But sometimes its just that simple...I really miss my daughter and I hope she is protected and returns safely to us on the 17th... but I really want to enjoy the break from having to raise a baby for about a week as well... I hope my wife can do the same... Thinking about my daughter makes me think about how much I didn't want a girl... but now that I HAVE A DAUGHTER.... all the things I feared came true! ... BUT... after the first year... I have learned to say NO!... Sasa her when she doesn't listen... and accept the fact that when she's 16 she will be old enough to date....date anyone she wants.... as long as daddy comes with her... and daddy's friends (The size of high school kids now a days are just ridiculous, I might need some back up) ...Aside from those fears.... I have been blessed with having my own baby girl that makes me smile every time I see her and makes me want to be the best father in the world!... All in all, I am fearful of the responsibility of being RESPONSIBLE for another human beings LIFE!!...... ESPECIALLY...  when I help create it...but... I wouldn't trade it in for anything in the world... I love you baby Chloe...I hope you are having a good time! I hope I have a good time....and my wife as well.... Heavenly Father please watch over her and return her home SAFELY!